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弱音ハク//Yowane Haku ([personal profile] sakedrinking) wrote2009-12-28 04:37 am

[Fiftieth Cord]: [Locked to Vocaloid+, Hyperion Residents/Staff, DATS] [Backdate: Dec 27th]

Ah... um...

I-if anyone's noticed the bruises on Lance and Greg nii-chan...

I kind of did that...

I-it's a bit of a long story... longer than I want to tell. But everyone's okay now. I figured since they probably weren't talking about it we shouldn't leave everyone wondering if they were attacked or something like that...

S-sorry...

[identity profile] fireybrush.livejournal.com 2009-12-29 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
... We don't get to control our emotions perfectly, Haku. It's just a part of being us, instead of being Drowned.

The results can hurt... But that makes the good times all the more precious, in the end. I... I hope, at least.

[identity profile] drunkkareoke.livejournal.com 2009-12-29 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
I-I'm... not human, though. You know that... I feel like my emotions are out of control when they shouldn't be.

Everyone keeps saying it's okay... even Greg and Lance are fine with it... but it don't feel like it is...

[identity profile] fireybrush.livejournal.com 2009-12-29 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
... Your emotions are probably not much more out of control than mine can be, Haku. Just because you're not human in that sense, doesn't mean you aren't in this sense.

[identity profile] fireybrush.livejournal.com 2009-12-29 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
Just... You have to acknowledge it, worrying about it is normal, but you can't let it completely consume you.

[identity profile] fireybrush.livejournal.com 2009-12-29 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
That's because it's the truth. It's something everyone has to deal with.

[identity profile] drunkkareoke.livejournal.com 2009-12-29 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
I guess I still have a lot to learn about being in a family...

[identity profile] fireybrush.livejournal.com 2009-12-29 09:56 am (UTC)(link)
... You're not alone, in all too many ways...

[identity profile] drunkkareoke.livejournal.com 2009-12-29 09:59 am (UTC)(link)
I know. I'm glad for that. I could have wound up alone, very easily...

[identity profile] fireybrush.livejournal.com 2009-12-29 10:21 am (UTC)(link)
Not the sense I meant, but...

It'll work out, right?

[identity profile] fireybrush.livejournal.com 2009-12-29 10:42 am (UTC)(link)
Then that's what matters most, right?

[identity profile] fireybrush.livejournal.com 2009-12-29 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
Then don't worry about things too hard. Account for what went badly, then try to work on getting past it - for yourself, and others.

[identity profile] drunkkareoke.livejournal.com 2009-12-29 10:45 am (UTC)(link)
Mm... mhm. Thank you...

[identity profile] fireybrush.livejournal.com 2009-12-29 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I just hope that, if the time comes, you'll be able to do the same for me.